I'm bringing Xanga back - drop a comment if you're with me!

There's been so many "I should"s and "I will"s and "Later on"s. I need to really do these things I've been wanting to do and needing to do and to stop just thinking about them.


I really want to listen to the rain right now but it had been too cold until recently. Of course when it actually does get around to raining I probably won't want to listen to it anymore. But for now, I do. And also for now, I should get some sleep since I'm (apparently) sick and quite tired.

I'm also sick and tired of people telling me things I don't want to hear and feeling like the only one.

I'm too forgiving.

I'm too nice and forgiving to awful people. I am officially un-liked by these awful people and they make it a point to show me. Thanks so much for not supporting me when I needed it, but supporting others when they were in the same situation.

I'm too nice to these awful people and they don't deserve it at all. They don't deserve to be cared about, or smiled at, or given forced laughs when their jokes weren't funny. Because they are awful.


Besides that, soon I won't bite until my fingers hurt.
But I'm stressed, so not too soon.

Also, I thoroughly enjoyed The Catcher in the Rye.